Dunno

I'm back at The LTS, and trying to get caught up on Mt. O' Reading. Holding out for 2 weeks will do that for you.
While I'm interested in the reading, I just don't care to get it done.
I want to sit and do nothing.
I want to be here, and not be here.
I want to bawl like a baby, and I want to watch the funeral's slide show over and over.

I want to talk, but I'm sick of my own voice.

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Trish said…
Coach, I'm so sorry that times are tough right now. I can only imagine how you must be feeling, and what I imagine is terrible. If you need to bawl like a baby and watch the funeral slides over and over, I think you would have license to do that. The ritualistic actions can be soothing as you recall the wonderful relationship you had with your dad; someone who you had a unique bond with. Grieving takes time, and in your time, I hope and pray that you will take the actions necessary to take care of yourself. Even if that means asking for an extension every so often. Prayers and peace to you, friend.
February 11, 2008 at 10:56 PM
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